In the following days, I was constantly restless. I couldn’t understand why. Actually, I wasn’t having a bad life at the moment. My mother and I had a very good relationship, we satisfied each other. The school issue wasn’t a big deal, I could get into any place I wanted this year. Even if I didn’t get in, I would go to the worst private school, our financial situation would be enough for that. But I was still restless.
I would leave home early every day. I would go out and drink and come home in the evening. If Mete went to bed early or wasn’t home, my mother and I would make love. Since my mother liked me to cum inside her, I would cum inside her all the time, so she was now using birth control pills. After a while, going out and drinking no longer gave me any pleasure.
One night, I had made love with my mother and after we had made each other cum, she had fallen asleep. I couldn’t sleep and I went out to the balcony to smoke. I lifted my head up and watched the stars. I thought to myself, “They are so beautiful” just like snowflakes. Then I started thinking about myself, then my mother and Mete. Something wasn’t right, but what? It was like a small scratch on my palate, if I didn’t play with that scratch with my tongue, there would be no problem, but I couldn’t resist, I was just playing… As I was looking at the stars, the moments when my mother and I made love live on the internet came to my mind. It was like something was stuck in my heart, I felt like I was taking my breath away. No, it wasn’t from the cigarettes, I was very aware that it wasn’t biological. When I remembered those memories in front of the camera, I really took my breath away and fell to my knees on the balcony. I was trying to breathe deeply, but it wasn’t working…
I don’t know how much time passed, maybe 1 minute, 10, maybe half an hour. But after a while I got back to normal and I understood what had been making me feel bad for days. It was my mother… Actually it wasn’t exactly her, it was the fantasies she wanted from me and the fact that I felt obliged to make these fantasies come true. That sex in front of the camera and someone else watching had damaged my psychology, my mother’s fantasy was driving me into depression… I had to talk to my mother about this. If the fantasies were only about me we should do it, if not the fantasies should remain just fantasies. I went to my room deep in thought and couldn’t sleep until morning. But I had found the problem myself and I had to talk to my mother…
The next day my mother came home from work. We had something together. I was trying to act normal. Mete had gone to his friend’s again and it was just the two of us at home. After dinner my mother sat in front of the laptop in the living room and was busy with her work. I was looking for a way to get rid of what was eating me up… I couldn’t resist and went to the living room. I said to my mother “Can we go out for a bit? I also want to talk to you about something”. Although my mother said she had work at first, she understood that I was serious and we drove up the hill overlooking the city. My mother turned off the ignition and turned to me and said yes I am listening Altay let’s see what this important matter is.
Me: Mom, I’m not well. I’ve been feeling down for days.
Mom: (surprised) What happened? Did something happen?
Me: Actually, something happened, yes. I haven’t been able to sleep or eat properly for days. I stay up until the morning at night.
Mother: Tell me what’s bothering you, son.
Me: (I was starting to get a little angry) It’s you mom, it’s you who’s bothering me
My mother: What have I done to you? I do everything you want. Both as a mother and as a wife. (She said the last sentence a bit coquettishly, I don’t know why, maybe to lift my spirits.)
Me: Yes, you are doing what I want, thank you, but something we did the other day really bothered me. It took me days to understand this. If you notice, I say what we did, but part of the fault is actually mine.
My mother: (surprised) What did we do that upset you so much that you had to come here and talk?
Me: (shouting) The other day, we made love in front of the camera. We made love in front of the boy called Can. (My eyes were filled with anger)
Mom: What’s the big deal? We just made love and the kid watched.
After my mother said this, my mood turned. She had belittled the incident so much that small tears started to flow from my eyes. Could it be said so easily what is wrong with this issue… At that moment, I slapped my mother hard. Before my mother even realized what had happened, I slapped her again and her hair went all messy. She even started to cry a little.
Me: I don’t want to share you, I just want to see you naked, do you understand? Stop this sluttiness inside you. You’re ruining my psychology.
Mom: You animal, you arranged that fantasy, you arranged everything and came to me and told me. You also wanted someone else to watch you fucking your mother. You just want to show off, you idiot. Do you think I don’t understand?
Me: I arranged it but you forced me. No, we were going to realize our fantasies together, no, we were going to do something. You forced me to arrange that job. Do you think I wanted someone to watch us? I’m going crazy talking about this for days.
At that moment, my mother started to cry, I think, both from our conversations and the two slaps she received. Then I started to cry too, I think, because I had spilled everything inside me. Tears were flowing from my eyes. I couldn’t make a sound, but the tears continued to flow. My mother, on the other hand, was turning her head to the car window and crying bitterly. She was telling herself, “I didn’t do anything wrong, I didn’t do anything wrong.” When I calmed down a little, I got out of the car, leaned on the hood and lit a cigarette. I wasn’t thinking about anything. My eyes were wet with tears, so my vision was blurry. I lifted my head up and saw the stars again. How beautiful they were…
I had smoked another cigarette on top of my cigarette when my mother got out of the car and came to me. She asked for a cigarette. Then she started smoking too.
Mom: I didn’t expect you to be affected this much. I got too caught up in sex. Even though you were enough for me, I wanted different things. Actually, yes, I shouldn’t have forced you to do something like that.
Me: I don’t feel good. I love you, emotionally and sexually. But I definitely don’t want to share you with anyone.
Mom: I understand, I wish we had solved this issue while talking about my fantasies. What would bother us.
Me: I wish…
My mother: My sex life with your father was fine at first. But it became ordinary as time went by and that affected me. I kept searching for new things… When we started making love with you…
Me: I understand, yes…
Mom: From now on, nothing like this will ever happen again. It won’t happen unless you want it to. It will only be your wishes. We will make your fantasies come true, baby.
My mother gently held my hand and kissed me softly. I didn’t respond. She kissed me on the lips again and waited for me to say something. I didn’t know what to say, I was still a little angry. But I loved my mother… This time my mother took my face between her hands and kissed me again, but this time she also touched my lips with her tongue.
My mother: If you want, make me your slave, don’t share me with anyone. If you want, share me with everyone. Fuck me whenever you want, fuck me wherever you want. But please don’t be sad and don’t leave me. (She was looking at me with tears in her eyes) At that moment, I couldn’t resist and started kissing my mother. I was kissing her lips, my hand slowly went to her hips and was caressing her hips. Then I slowly laid my mother on the hood of the car. I leaned over her and now we were French kissing. Our tongues were caressing each other, our lips were biting each other. My mother slowly wrapped her legs around my waist and started kissing my neck. While kissing my neck, she said in my ear, “Please forgive me. I’m sorry.” Then our eyes met and we started kissing again. I was sucking my mother’s neck, rubbing my cock in her pussy over my clothes…
While we were making out on the hood of the car, we saw headlights from a distance. Someone was coming. Damn, what the hell was the timing, I thought. My mother had also noticed the lights and we had gathered ourselves. I told my mother, let’s go home, let’s not be late. She nodded in approval and we got in the car and drove home. I didn’t know if we had solved the problem completely, but just talking about it made me feel better. It was like my relationship with my mother had gone up a notch…
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A few days later
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At noon I heard a key in the door, then my mother came home saying I was coming. What was my mother doing at home at noon? I had just woken up, I was sitting idly in the living room after smoking a cigarette. My mother came into the living room.
Mom: Come on, get ready.
Me: What should I prepare for? What is this joy anyway?
Mom: Here we go (laughing)
Me: Mom, don’t make me crazy, where are we going?
Mom: You can never guess, so I’ll tell you… We’re going to St. Petersburg. To Russia…
(I wondered if I heard it wrong. Neither Russia nor Petersburg…)
Me: Mom, where did this come from? Don’t you have a job? Also, what about money?
Mom: I arranged everything. I took annual leave from work. I also talked to Mete and he said he didn’t want to come. He and his cousins are going to the summer house your grandmother left us. Oh, I’m incredibly excited. I also wanted to have a nice holiday with you.
(My mother jumped on me and started kissing my cheek and lips)
Me: Mom, stop, okay, mom.. okay…am…(still kissing) Mom, stop for a minute. Where are we going to stay there?
My mother: I have arranged everything. We will stay at a hotel, and a very nice hotel. It will be a 4-day trip. I know it is short but what can I do, I could only arrange it this way. Also, the hotel was very expensive…
Me: Okay, so when do we go?
Mom: Our flight is in 2 days. Oh, I’m so excited, honey. Look, let’s start getting ready now. Let’s not forget anything. If there are things we need to buy, we’ll buy them tomorrow. Then give me your hand, Russia…
My mother was very excited. Actually, I was excited too, but I don’t know, a holiday abroad with my mother… Actually, I thought to myself, it could be nice. We’ll just travel for 4 days and have fun…
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2 days later
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My mother and I got on the plane, we were sitting next to the window. I was feeling very excited, even though I wasn’t very keen on this vacation at first, I was very happy now.
Mom: I think I’m a little scared.
Me: Don’t be afraid, I’m here. You can hold my hand while the plane takes off.
Not long after, the plane began to accelerate on the runway. My mother suddenly grabbed my hand out of fear. When I turned around, she had her eyes closed. And in a very short time, we were in the air. We would be in Russia in about 4 hours.
After a while while we were in the air, I felt a little drunk, when I looked at my mother, she had also closed her eyes. I closed my eyes to take a short nap. I was slowly losing my appetite when I felt a hand between my legs. I opened my eyes and looked at my mother. My mother was looking directly into my eyes. Then she slowly approached my ear and said, “If you want, I can make you cum in the airplane bathroom, but please don’t misunderstand, my love. We can do it if you want.” She said it in a low voice and her eyes looked pleading. I leaned towards my mother’s ear and said, “You go, I’ll be right behind you.”
My mother took off her belt and went to the bathroom. I followed her calmly and opened the bathroom door and went in. Somehow, no one had seen us. Everyone was hanging out.
As soon as I got inside, my mother pressed her lips to mine, kissed me a couple of times and then said “Let’s not attract attention, let’s be quick, my love” and pulled down my pants. She pulled my boxers down to my knees and took my cock in her mouth all at once. She looked like she wanted to make me happy after our last fight. She was giving me a blowjob without taking my cock out of her mouth. I started to slowly caress my mother’s hair, while my mother was giving me a blowjob, she slowly put her hand on my balls and was stroking them as if she was massaging them. At that moment, she took my cock out of her mouth and took a deep breath. Then she grabbed my cock and stuck her tongue out and started stroking my cock on her tongue. She looked so beautiful, she was looking right into my eyes and it was like she was giving me a blowjob so that I would forgive her.
I couldn’t resist my mother’s blowjob and my dick got hard. My mom looked into my eyes and asked, “Your dick is ready, how do you want to fuck me?” I told her to sit on the sink counter slowly and take off her panties. She did exactly as I told her. Then I grabbed one of her legs and put it on my shoulder. I was holding my mom’s leg in the air with one hand and rubbing my dick against my mom’s pussy with the other. Even at that moment, my mom was looking into my eyes and her looking into my eyes was making me really horny.
Then I slowly put my dick inside my mother. And I started going in and out. I was doing it slowly and enjoying the moment. My mother had taken her eyes off my eyes and turned them to my dick. She was watching me fuck her. I couldn’t speed up while fucking her because I didn’t want to make any noise. Instead, I was taking my dick out completely and then putting it all back in. My mother started to enjoy it and got wet. She put one hand on my hip and started to press me towards her. I thought I could speed up a little bit, so I increased the speed of my going in and out and my mother hugged me for a moment. I still didn’t stop fucking her and I kept going in and out. She came close to my ear as if she wanted to say something to my ear. I could feel her warm breath on my ear and neck. But she didn’t say anything and started to breathe deeply. At that moment, I got really high and I felt like I was about to cum. My mother said in my ear at that very moment, “Don’t cum inside me, I forgot to take the birth control pill with us.” I grabbed her neck, turned her towards me and looked into her eyes. At that moment my mother stuck her tongue out and sucked it and got closer to my face. I started sucking my mother’s tongue and at that moment I pulled my mother’s hair hard and said to her ear “I think I’m going to cum”. My mother hurriedly took my dick out of her, knelt down in front of me and took my dick in her mouth. While my dick was in her mouth, she started stroking my dick when I started to cum in my mother’s mouth. I was pouring my sperm into my mother’s mouth like crazy. My mother was trying to swallow it but she couldn’t swallow it all. Some of it had spilled out from the corners of her mouth and was running down to her chin. At that moment the doorbell rang and a voice said “Is it full?” I panicked for a moment and at first I was saying “oh oh oh” and then I gathered my voice and was able to say “full”.
My mother didn’t care at all about the knock on the door and continued to swallow my sperm. At that moment, she stuck out her tongue and showed me the last sperm in her mouth and then swallowed it all. Then she showed me her clean tongue again. I felt very relaxed. I told my mother to clean herself quietly in her ear.
My mother washed her hands and face, cleaned the sperm off her face and when we felt ready we would go out. At that moment my mother said what if the man is waiting outside for us. But there was nothing to do. At most we would be embarrassed and sit in our seats. I calmly opened the door and looked outside. Luckily no one was there and we quickly walked to our seats and sat down. My mother turned to me and said “What if someone saw?” I said “There is nothing we can do now. We will wait to get off”. Then my mother leaned her head on my shoulder…
Me: Mom, by the way, I want to ask, how did you forget your birth control pills?
Mom: I don’t know, it slipped my mind, it wasn’t one of the first things that came to my mind when going on vacation for a long time. It just slipped my mind.
Me: Well, I won’t be able to cum inside you during the holiday then.
Mom: Of course, it would be better if you don’t cum.
Then my mother said she was sleepy and closed her eyes and put her head on my shoulder. At that moment I started looking out the window, thinking about what kind of time we would have in St. Petersburg…
